Why am I screaming like this?
Is it necessary?
Yeah.. he looked so annoying when I am talking to him when I thought he was listening but actually he wasn’t. He is not even showing he was listening. I felt sooo pissed off with his behaviour.
Is it so hard to to cross the road if we don’t see the car coming? We do have to be cautious but why make it so damn scary move…OMG! Well i crossed already. He went to the other side of the building to find the safest way to cross.
I waited at the garden nearby. I sat on the bench. It took him 30 minutes to reached me…OMG!
We will miss the train….
Am I a temper person?
Am I too openly voice out my mind?
I told him nicely before I became angry…is it still my fault if I am trying to convey my message loudly so that I know he could understand what I am saying.
Or is it the words I used was not accurate?
You know… you feel hurt when you felt what you said is not important.
This is not the 1st time. Apparently I am not happy to scream or yell at anyone. I don’tknow why I am sooo emotional.
Am I emotional?
Is it emotional to speak loud when we are trying to be heard?
I have no idea. However, I know I had humiliated him in public. Which is not good. I should control my anger and talk in a sensible way.
How more sensible can I be?
I just pray to God I won’t do something like this again.
I love him, more than I love myself. I wonder why do I want to hurt him. My unimaginable behaviour will drive him away from me. He won’t love me anymore.
Do I wanting more attention from him? I just want him to listen …that what I wanted.
You know…it’s dangerous crossing road if you not sure if there’s a car passing by. Yeah…if you are sure it is safe…in my opinion honestly…just cross it.
I love you darling. I’m sorry!